Post by Jessica Foster on Sept 28, 2008 15:50:51 GMT -6
Damaged, damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So damaged
School was starting to take it's toll on Jessica Foster. The youth had been dreadfully homesick and her sister didn't help. The other girl had taken up life here easily. She'd fallen in with the crowd, becoming popular, while Jessica was left to fend for herself. Even though Jessica was the older one, she often clung to her sister. Elizabeth, though, had always been a social butterfly, going quite often to parties and other things that Jessica would never think of doing. They were almost completely different Jessica and Elizabeth, which made the youth feel even more alone in the world.
The feet of Jessica Foster dangled over the water as she sat on the dock in her simple jeans and top ensemble. The wind was brisk and the sun was almost completely invisible over the ocean, but she didn't want to leave her spot there. Every once in a while she'd dip her toes into the water, just to feel something. But there was one main thought that she couldn't get out of her head, the one that wouldn't stop pestering her no matter where she went.
"Why'd you have to leave me so soon?" She said bringing one of her knees up and resting her head on it. The curly blonde locks that she possessed fell around her face. Why hadn't she died too? Jessica couldn't figure out why it was her that survived and not her amazingly talented boyfriend. Though it was because of him that she would never touch alcohol. Just looking at it was enough to make her almost burst into tears. If only she'd stopped him from drinking. If only.
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?